Poet Horton

My Immortal

I remember the first time I heard this song, I instantly fell in love with it. Each time I heard it on the radio I would sing along, full of emotion with tears falling down my face. I just knew that I would be singing this song one day, living the song as well.

Poet after you passed from this earth I couldn’t listen to music, it just hurt too damn much, but numerous songs were burried deep down that just needed to be released. When I was ready to listen to music, much to my dismay I couldn’t remember the name of this song or any of the words to look it up on the computer. Here it is almost 1 1/2 years later and I finally heard the song on the radio. I couldn’t wait to get home and find the video on You Tube in order to listen to it over and over until I’d had my fill and I did just that. Charli heard me listening to it and asked what the name of the song was, telling me that she loved the song as well, isn’t that something baby. You’d be so proud of her, I hope you are watching over her and I, we miss you so much.

Just Another Day Without You

Popeye

Those Were The Days

I Knew You So Well

Poet, I knew that you would appreciate this, I just know it.

I Miss The Music That We Shared

Thirty years of music just can’t be dismissed. I miss the music so damn much. You used to sing this song to me, what I’d give to hear you sing it to me just one more time.

Careless Whisper

I used to dance to this song, I just never dreamed…………………..

You Were Always On My Mind

Tomorrow it will be one year that you left us Poet. It has been the hardest year of my 51 years on this earth and you know darn well that there have been some tough ones. I miss you more than anyone could ever know. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t cry and beg the good lord to give you back to me. I can only hope that you are now free of all the pain and miserery that you endured while you were on this earth.

I dedicate this song to you sweetheart. Ride Free

Our Song

Poet and I had been together well over 5 years when we were somewhere with a group of friends when we were asked what “our song” was. We looked at each other, dumb founded, and stated that all music was “our song” and then we went onto other topics to discuss.

Later that evening we were laughing about not having one specific song that we could claim to be “our song” and after much discusion we decided that I Want to Kiss You All Over was the one song that we would feel comfortable in having labeled as “our song”

I have been avoiding music since September 4th, I just can’t listen to it without crying. Our relationship was based on music. I mean his name is Poet and I was a dancer, so our 30 years together was a dance and music was a part of our daily life. It isn’t easy avoiding music, it is everywhere, grocery shopping is the worse, they always have music playing and it makes the task of shopping a real struggle. I used to enjoy shopping, but now I dread going to any store.

I knew that one day I would hear the song by Exile of I Want to Kiss You All Over and I was dreading hearing it, and when I did finally hear it I broke down and had to leave the area in tears, with my hands over my ears, trying to keep the song out of my head and heart.

I would like to post that song, our song here and now, I just can’t listen to it as of yet.